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Hello Pygmy Friends

Thank you so much for your support. I have to tell you guys this. Way back when I knew I had made it. I had asked my husband and sister to post for me while I was gone and they woudln't do it. Man that really would have concealed who I was. I am private in the internet world. I enjoy getting into conversations and debating. For me it is great to be able to vent, discuss, agree and disagree. My intentions are never to hurt anyone, I don't have it in me to hurt anyone.

What a ride. One thing I came away with is that I know I deserve to be treated with respect, kindness, and be appreciated by the very people who love me. I wish that for everyone. I do still do not voice every opinion openly, but it's not because I am not thinking it, it is because some things do not need to be said. Some things are better just kept for yourself. There are many things I think and want to do, but sometimes it means more to others to have that,s o I have no problem stepping aside so that person can have what they need. I was actually very happy not being seen on TV so much. My goal was to get to the TOP 3, regardless of how I was protayed on the show or how much time I was on. That never mattered to me. CBS was great to me, very respectful and kind. I can not say enough about them. Wonderful people.

Anyway thank you guys. I'll come back when I get a chance and chat again. I am looking forward to the next season!!

Be good!

Susa1

Thank you

I was a bit surprised, but not shocked. Corinne is what you see and she made it perfectly clear when she spoke at the finale. I know she'll grow and be age someday. She is very young yet and is still learning life lessons, she just doesn't know it yet! As for the votes. I was not surprised I recieved Matty's, Crystal's, and Kenny's. I was not expecting Randy's vote. I will admit that I thought it petty he took such offense to my perception of the cookie incident when Bob clearly helped in humilating him. I was so close in telling him about the fake idol right before we left for tribal, because I knew he was going to be voted out hands down, but I didn't. I'm not sure how to feel about Randy.

I genuinely brought a gift for everyone at the finale. I enjoyed doing that. I hope Randy has changed for the better. I know he probably didn't like my family. I asked my family not to say anything mean to him and just leave him alone. They were very kind to him and respected my wishes. They were very upset with how he treated me, but again, I just asked them not to make a scene and to please leave him alone and they did. I have a loving and caring family. You just can't get better than that. Even my husband was upset and very angry with him, and my son was very hurt by the way he treated me, but they respected my wishes to not say anything to him. Quite frankly Randy knew my family would not attack him. They have too much repsect for me.

I wish them all well. I never intended to hurt anyone and my goal was to teach my son and students to just TRY. I never cared about how I was edited, anymore than I cared about winning the MILLION. Bob won it fair and square. He's a wonderful person, as most of them are. I do not hold any hard feeling towards any of them. It was just a game and I played the best way I knew how. It got me where I wanted and besides runner-up was not bad at all. I have made some good friends who I will keep in contact with.

My life has always been pretty good, it has only gotten richer in the sense that I am someone who is proud to be kind and not willing to give up, but rather try to change it for the better when there is an opportunity to do so.

Hope that answers your question.
Thanks
Susa1